My Journal and Thoughts

For a long time my mom promised to me to go vacation only two of us, because we too tired because a man. That man is my father, yeah I have a father but it feels I don’t have any father. He’s too busy to care of himself, I saw my father cheating in front of my mom when I was elementary school. That’s stupid thing I’ve ever seen. It destroyed my heart. I thought all day how my mother felt at that time. Correct, my mother is strong enough to survive her life. Plus my father’s hobby is spending a lot of money, I don’t sure what he used the money for. Time is pass away so fast, now I am 19 years old. Which means it is 3 years after my mom gave promise. In the afternoon I chat her on iMessage, my head told me if I should go to Karimun Jawa with mom and I decided to call her to make more clearer “Mom, do you remember your promised to me to go to travel only two of us? Why you often give me a zero words?” I can heard my mom’s voice a little bit changed probably because she just realized and...